Wishes always come true. I’m not talkign about bullshit “I wish I could fly. I wish I had superpowers.” I mean legit wishes, wishes that can actually come true. Wishes that you don’t simply just wish, but you actually try to make it come true. For example: “I wish I got an A on my history test” then you study, then you get an A. I was going over all my past wishes today, not the little “I wish I got an A” type wish, but the wishes that I would wish for at EVERY 11:11 and 12:34 and on every fallen eye lash and every shooting star (<—- rhyming kinda! awesome) . Now, let it be known, I follow my figurative heart. So at every chance to make a wish, I would make the same wish, always about a guy. Let me think, back to eighth grade…
I was totally hung up on this one dude, he was one of the popular kids, I was nottt. In 8th grade, I had weird orangebrownblonde hair, didn’t know how to properly wear makeup, wore the wrong shoes, wrongs jeans, and I was quietquietquiettttt. But, I recall on every chance, I would wish for this guy, Mr. EGC (eighth grade crush). Then, my wish came true… about a year and a half later. The point of what I’m saying, is your wish always comes true, if you reeeaaally want it, and you try as hard as you can. It always comes true, it just may not be when you want it. Because at the end of ninth grade, he asked me out, and I said no. I FINALLY got my wish, when I didn’t really want it.
Then, ninth grade, TOTALLY hung up on this one guy. Let’s call him Mr. ASS. To be blunt, the summer after eighth grade, I got hot. I went to costa rica, where I didn’t eat as much, walked like two miles and swam so much everyday, and the sun made me super blonde, and suuuuper tan. And yeah. Sorry for the cockiness. Yeah, and then like two weeks into school I had my first boyfriend (of six days), first kiss, and first experience being cheated on hahaha. WELL, anywho I dated this guy for a grand total of four days (dumped the day before homecoming, btw). And why did he dump me? Because I was scared to kiss him, because he had braces. So on eeeevvveerry fucking chance, I wished I would just kiss him. I was so in like with him for almost a year. I did such dumb things for him, things that resulted in almost going to jail, getting grounded forever, and (temporarily) losing allll of my friends. So October ‘08- July ‘09, I used up every wish on this guy. The point is, I finally got my wish. Last Friday, the guy I kissed while drunk and high, the guy with a giiiirlfriiieeennd, is him. I FINALLY got my wish, when I didn’t really want it.
Yeah. And as I said, I was hung up on this guy from October 2008 – July 2009. Now why did I stop liking him in July? Because of Mr. X.
Okay, I guess it’s time I told you the story of Mr. X…
Where did I meet him? MySpace hahhahahahaa. I had added him like back in May I believe, but was too shy to say anything, which is weird for me. So I eventually followed the typical MySpace etiquette, and picture-commented him, with a simple “cuuute ” or something like that. Andddd I got no reply, so I just moved on. Then, on July 12 2009, at 12:10 a.m. (obsessive, I know) I actually mulled up the courage to COMMENT him, saying “I don’t know you, but hiii “. We then had a lovely MySpace conversation, followed by an exchange of numbers, and then an even better texting conversation. We continued this for a little over a week, then on July 22 2009, we met for the first time. I brought my best friend, and he brought one of his friends, and we met at the MALL (cheeeezy). It was awkward as shit haha, but I was immediately attracted to him. Up until then, I couldn’t ‘like’ him, I couldn’t even have a ‘crush’ on someone I never met, but after i hung out with him, IiiiiiiIIiIiIii was crushin’. Then we literally COULD NOT hang out again. The day after we fist hung out, he went on a roas trip, then when he got back I went to Florida, then when I got back, he went to football camp. UUUntil, (faaaate) we both happened to be going to Ocean City the same day. August 20 2009, I saw him again. Now I legitamitely, officially, LIKED him. Then I didn’t hang out with him again until September 13 2009, and we started dating September 14 2009. In retrospect, we did rush into it. We started dating on only our fourth time hanging out, and only knowing each other for a little over a month. But for me, it seems like it took foreeevevvveeeeevevr. Because I liked him for almost a month. And in highschoolrelationshipland, a month is a long time to ‘talk’ to someone. Every night we would talk on aim haha. It was like this perfect little no prssure relationship where we fell in like with each others words. He was the first guy who Icould CAN actually talk to about real things, he had my same musical interests, he was just the perfeccctto guy for me. I don’t understand how I could ever get over him, I don’t WANT to get over him, cause I know we could’ve had something gRRReat. But yeah, I have plans. Don’t worry, I haaave plans. Also, right now he does not like me, how do you get someone to like you? You hang out with them. How did I get Him to like me? I HUNG OUT WITH HIM. Unfortunately, we go to different schools, and even when we were dating we rarely saw each other. But there is an upcoming concert for his ( and my) favorite band, Say Anything, on November 6 2009. So here’s my plan: until then, don’t talk to him. Unless he talks first. If he doesn’t say anything by Thursday, I’ll ask him about the concert (cause we already said we wanted to go together when we were dating, but iiidddk about now). And because it’s on a Saturday, and my Mom works alll say Saturday, I’ll talk to him about possibly going together.
Well, Reader, if we do decide to go to el conceeerrto together, I will tell you Phase 2 of Operation: Mr. X.
But for now, I need sleep.
OMG my first class tomorrow is with Mr. Ass, UGGGH!
BuhByee.
